Screwed up weekend

OMG! I woke up at 645am today to go school for child minding and now im sooo tired. Still sick, but its a SAT! Today is supposed to be a day for me to unwind and relax. Yest night also but coz i need to wake up early today, so i had to slp early last nite. Today im too tired to have fun.. How boring and stressed up coz i still have tonnes of things to complete.... haix... Wish hols come faster. boy gg overseas soon n i'll be left alone to sweat it out while he is enjoying the time of his life. How pathetic...=..(

Flu flu go away

Pootr me! Am so sick today..feel myself dyin soon. After getting better on one illness now caught another. Kept coughing and flu. SObzzz... Now i feel fever coming up. Pray hard i can get well soon. Haven't been happy since a few weeks ago and i also dunno why. Cant lift my spirits up to do anything and i guess only retail therapy can help but i got no money... wat a downhill...

Time flies

Sigh... My comp at home still cant access into my blog..Wonder why and i cant write my blog as and when i feel like it. Yest i had a secondary sch gathering with my good frinds..we havent met like at least for a year, and i havent met Pearly for at least 2 years! For god's sake, are we still good frens?? Hahax but i do miss her. This bunch of frens havent changed much except pearly went to boston and came back without us knowing..
Guess what, Irene is getting married!!!! Oooh....another wedding bomb. Well Serene got married without me knowing..Some good fren she is. Boohoo. At least irene did informed us. How i envy her! I wish i can get married too..Have your own house, own space and own freeeeedom. At least this is what i had hoped for since i was 13? Sighx...How time flies.. We were such buddies for 10 years, and now she is going to be a Mrs. Well well...next one will be Liyin. This is getting scary. After i attended Cyn's wedding last yr, and rich's, i knew more will be coming. Taking about tt, where are RICH n JOY?? Buddies we have to catch up, if not the next time..well maybe rich will be a dad by then.

Dawn

Ah lian girl

DO i look like a monster? Hahax..this is the look my dearest cousin made for me when i go clubbing.. I felt i looked liked an "ah lian" though..kekex.. Nevertheless thanx to my dearest cousin cum friend.. =x

Our story

Last Sunday as i was packing my stuff, i chanced upon a card written to me by my boy.. It was sent to me during the Christmas season in year 2000. Oh my, that was 7 yrs back.. It brought back a lot of memories, of us during our jc days. Of those i cant rem much about him though..hahax,.. The only thing is i remembered how much i had hurt him then.

He mentioned in his card tt our r/s was like a sine curve (what a way to describe?), with regular ups and downs. And now i know how he must have felt during tt time, his heartache and helplessness. Little that he know, the reason of why i blew hot and cold towards him is not to hurt him. He must have had felt confused and hurt, but i really had no choice then. I did not want to lead him on, that was why i deliberately drifted apart from him, from a dear friend. It hurt me too. In the process, i hurt him so much and this guilt has been weighing on my mind till this very day.

We knew each other since we were 17. 2 young hearts, 2 innocent souls met during the orientation in jc. We were in the same OG, and we ended up having countless things to chat about. As time passed, the boy fell in love with the girl. Boy liked girl, but girl did not reciprocate. A sad love story with no ending was created. Girl was in love with a flirt and was hurt so badly. Boy's heart was in pain, but he kept to himself and consoled the girl. The girl must have been blind, so blinded that she did no even see a true heart beside her all along. All she did was to drift apart from the boy.

6 years passed by.. The girl lost contact with the boy all this while. They never chat again, never went go together again. The boy did not even have the girl's contact. One day, girl sent a msg to her old friends, including him. She did not know if he changed his number already. Boy was exhilarated. They meet again, chat again, went out again. Boy fell out of love, girl also fell out of love. 2 sad souls, on 1 same boat confided with each other. Boy fell in love with the girl again, and this time, girl reciprocates. Now boy loves girl, girl loves boy. Ending? Nobody knows. Only heaven can decide on their fate...

Stress coming in.

Phew... The weather today is so unpredictable..Kept raining and stopping and rain again..It really gets me irritated.. Next week the P coming for observation and everyone gets so jittery.. Makes me even more irriated.. Stress is addin up with every moment. My darlings in school are acting up one by one too..Sigh..Whatever it is they are still my little darlings.. I still LOVE them!

A super tiring day

Another tiring day in school....Yawns. Wonder how come everyday after school i can be this tired. Zzz... After browsing through a friend's blog, I became extremely interested in creating my own first PERSONALIZED blog. Hahax.. As I'm writing my blog my darling is blow-drying my hair.. Yawns, shall edit my blog next time.

HIP HIP HOORAY for my FIRST DAY at blogging!