Holiday is over

Wow a month has already passed. I've been lookin forward to my one mth holiday and woosh it has passed. Next week my sch starts and i feel i haven't enjoyed enough yet...I just came back from Genting and KL and it was a wonderful trip. I havent shopped enough at KL coz there was not much time. But it was really an experience for me. I tried taking the LRT and monorail and boy it wasn't tt easy afterall.
Time passes real fast when u r enjoying yourself. And after i came back my mood wasnt really good, perhaps some bad little things happened. And i feel i can;t control my emotions well. Im attending a workshop on Buddhism and i always felt better after every session. It made me realised and reflect on the things i've nv thought before.
Well beings do suffer here, perhaps we did not realise we personalized alot of things. We personalized things because we are all self-centred. If we do not force something to belong to us, we won't feel upset even we lost it. Life and death are just part and parcel of life, and if we don't take it in our stride, the one who will feel miserable is ourselves. This is not just religion, but it is something i feel about our way of life.