Last Sunday as i was packing my stuff, i chanced upon a card written to me by my boy.. It was sent to me during the Christmas season in year 2000. Oh my, that was 7 yrs back.. It brought back a lot of memories, of us during our jc days. Of those i cant rem much about him though..hahax,.. The only thing is i remembered how much i had hurt him then.
He mentioned in his card tt our r/s was like a sine curve (what a way to describe?), with regular ups and downs. And now i know how he must have felt during tt time, his heartache and helplessness. Little that he know, the reason of why i blew hot and cold towards him is not to hurt him. He must have had felt confused and hurt, but i really had no choice then. I did not want to lead him on, that was why i deliberately drifted apart from him, from a dear friend. It hurt me too. In the process, i hurt him so much and this guilt has been weighing on my mind till this very day.
We knew each other since we were 17. 2 young hearts, 2 innocent souls met during the orientation in jc. We were in the same OG, and we ended up having countless things to chat about. As time passed, the boy fell in love with the girl. Boy liked girl, but girl did not reciprocate. A sad love story with no ending was created. Girl was in love with a flirt and was hurt so badly. Boy's heart was in pain, but he kept to himself and consoled the girl. The girl must have been blind, so blinded that she did no even see a true heart beside her all along. All she did was to drift apart from the boy.
6 years passed by.. The girl lost contact with the boy all this while. They never chat again, never went go together again. The boy did not even have the girl's contact. One day, girl sent a msg to her old friends, including him. She did not know if he changed his number already. Boy was exhilarated. They meet again, chat again, went out again. Boy fell out of love, girl also fell out of love. 2 sad souls, on 1 same boat confided with each other. Boy fell in love with the girl again, and this time, girl reciprocates. Now boy loves girl, girl loves boy. Ending? Nobody knows. Only heaven can decide on their fate...
He mentioned in his card tt our r/s was like a sine curve (what a way to describe?), with regular ups and downs. And now i know how he must have felt during tt time, his heartache and helplessness. Little that he know, the reason of why i blew hot and cold towards him is not to hurt him. He must have had felt confused and hurt, but i really had no choice then. I did not want to lead him on, that was why i deliberately drifted apart from him, from a dear friend. It hurt me too. In the process, i hurt him so much and this guilt has been weighing on my mind till this very day.
We knew each other since we were 17. 2 young hearts, 2 innocent souls met during the orientation in jc. We were in the same OG, and we ended up having countless things to chat about. As time passed, the boy fell in love with the girl. Boy liked girl, but girl did not reciprocate. A sad love story with no ending was created. Girl was in love with a flirt and was hurt so badly. Boy's heart was in pain, but he kept to himself and consoled the girl. The girl must have been blind, so blinded that she did no even see a true heart beside her all along. All she did was to drift apart from the boy.
6 years passed by.. The girl lost contact with the boy all this while. They never chat again, never went go together again. The boy did not even have the girl's contact. One day, girl sent a msg to her old friends, including him. She did not know if he changed his number already. Boy was exhilarated. They meet again, chat again, went out again. Boy fell out of love, girl also fell out of love. 2 sad souls, on 1 same boat confided with each other. Boy fell in love with the girl again, and this time, girl reciprocates. Now boy loves girl, girl loves boy. Ending? Nobody knows. Only heaven can decide on their fate...
2 comments:
Its a long story =) With its sweetness and bitterness i have tasted. I dun blame you darling for past cos i understand how you felt then. I am touched when i read our story again. Our paths crossed again =) I really thank heaven for giving me another chance to fall in love with you again. Love you darling MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! =P
ger, i've link u le (:
feel free go my blog see.
www.x-bebe.blogspot.com
btw hope u n ur dar happi alwaes
haha
wif <3 xinying (=
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